Life's getting out of control

Just look at the time I'm posting this.
Crazy isn't it?
I just hate school nowadays.
It's like the work keeps coming and I just can't handle them.
Sometimes I don't even feel like waking up to go school.
I want to scream as loud as possible.
I want to cry my troubles out.
I feel so bottled up.
Perhaps it's going to explode soon.
And when it does, no one would be there again.
It's always like this.
I just don't get where God is leading me to.
Or am I just walking my own way?
It's so hard to differentiate.
Anyway, if there's time, I'd really like to go to the beach.
Simply just sit by the sea.
Someone to hear my troubles.
As the sea breeze blows pass me.
Guess it'll never happen.
Oh wells.....