Days without you

5 days left...
It's already getting bored...
The problem is that you are too secretive.
There's so many things on your mind, but you won't tell me.
You always keep me hanging.
Sometimes, I'm even unsure of what I think.
Sometimes, it just made me feel like we are just best friends.
Nothing more.

What am I suppose to do?
How long do I have to wait?
You once said about something that you will tell me over the years.
What does it mean?
Is there a hidden agenda behind?
You kept me thinking.
Sometimes, I get confused.
Whatever it is, those moment with you were my happiest moment.
Thanks.
I guess that's the only thing that kept me going.
The fact that you're not around.