Just thoughts

Thought we were suppose to go together?
Then they all left..
Left me alone..

Listened to the song FFJ composed by J.A.B.E.Z.
It could have been an emo song..
But the way it sounds is just to happy to be emo..

Anyways, thoughts were just running through my mind these few days..
Thoughts on whether it has actually begun..
As usual, maybe it's just my over-sensitivity..

Then again, I thought about this today..
Why do I always have to put on a fierce front?
Not that I want to..
I think I just have to..
People don't like sad faces..
They want happy, cheerful ones..
Some thinks that chocolates can help..
Well, it just acts as anti-depressants..
The rest depends on the acting skill of the person..
I guess..
I'm still in a masquerade..
Whereby the world's a stage for me to flaunt..
Nothing to flaunt about actually..
Since no one ever flaunts their fake happiness in front of others...