Deteriorating Life =)

Seek help
Seek help
Seek help
What's the point in seeking when no one understands?
They'll all say I'm thinking negatively..
They'll all say stay happy..
They'll all say pray..
They'll all say seek God..
They'll say this and that..
But these are all just a matter of speech..
It's always easy to just talk isn't it?
I've been suffering for years..
Years..
All these years..
I seek help and to my dismay..
Everyone only speaks..
Help..
Never going to seek them again..
Life's back to darkness..
All alone..
I thought life's going to change..
But I guess it's not..
Everyone just cares about my studies..
Does anyone care about my life?
A life that's deteriorating..
I feel sad..
I want to cry..
And no one would be there..