Everytime I think..
My heart hurts..
My head hurts..
How can I stop all these thoughts?

As I ran today..
I thought I could forget about everything..
And just run freely..
But the more I run..
The more I couldn't take it..
I can't run..
My chest hurts..
I felt so useless..
I can't even run..

I can't do anything..
I felt like crying..
I probably just ran at the wrong time..
I feel like I'm losing it all..

Can anyone seriously understand the way I feel?