What's not meant to be..
Will never be meant for it..
When the time comes..
I just have to try to..

No matter how hard I smile..
No matter how hard I laugh..
It just brings me pain..

So please stop reminding me..
Stop making me think about it..
I seriously want to stop..

You think I can joke about it..
You think I can laugh about it..
And all these meant I'm fine..
You're wrong..
Every single memory that I have to recall..
It's not something to be happy about..
So please stop making me think about it..
I just want it to end..