Sometimes it's just so heartbreaking..
Sometimes it's just so sweet..
I guess that's how it is..
If everything goes smoothly..
You wouldn't feel a thing..

Sometimes it's just so hard for me to cope..
Emotions just keep flowing..
So many moments where I'm tossed around in doubt..
Tossed between the present and the past..

At times I have been so foolished..
Doing things I'm not suppose to do..
But still I'm just so weak..
Will you please forgive?

Confusion playing with my mind..
With many still undecide..

Everything's happening so quickly..
I could barely take a breath..

Things just come and go..
Moments of happiness and sadness..
Though we're no longer together..
But how far are we apart..

Can I really start anew?
But when will it be?

Why do memories keep triggering?
Why do I keep bothering?

Maybe it's just me..
I just have to keep trying..