What am I suppose to do?
The fear of falling into another pit that could hurt me.
Although it's an enjoyment to not know how your future's like,
you also don't know what your future holds.
Then you fear if the next step you take,
wondering if it's safe for you.

With different emotions flowing into my life these days,
I felt myself bound by it.
It's as though I'm bottled up.

But as I went out today,
I felt released.
It was refreshing.
I never wanted it to end,
but it has to.

The fear of entering my own house.
The fear of what awaits for me behind that door.
I'm not as strong as I am.
I have my fears.
Although I have been facing all my fears alone,
it doesn't make me any stronger.
It only piles up my fear more.
It makes me want to cringe and hide at a corner.

Each day as night falls,
I'll start wondering if I'll cry that night.
It's as though there's always something for me to cry about.
But still,
I cry alone.
No one would ever know.
Those tears, those pain,
That I'll never endure.