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A sudden urge to listen to Hairspray soundtrack.
The whole night through and got addicted to 'Without Love' eventually.
The song's quite cute after seeing the lyrics.

Anyway, today is my crit and I'm not nervous at all before I present.
It's the process throughout the crit that is torture.
4 lecturers sitting in front of you when you present.
It is just so proven that I'm an un-gifted person.
Maybe I shouldn't study design? Or shouldn't even exist..
It is a pain to see that no one's watching you present.
Proven that I'm a loner.

So many things to think and be troubled about.
Never got to speak much to my friend today.
Mainly due to crit and also 'cause I'm tired.
Just wish to apologise, don't know why.