I feel hopeless..
I feel worthless..
I feel like a loser..
I wanted to cry..
But I know I couldn't..

I wanted to cry in school..
But I knew I couldn't..
Because no one would care..
I wanted to cry in the train..
But I knew I couldn't..
Because people would think that I'm crazy..
I wanted to cry at home..
But I knew I couldn't..
Because my family would be worried..

I just bottled everything up..
Cover everything with a smile..
So people will know that I'm fine..
I'll be all right..
I'll have to be..
I'll have to stay strong..