Yesterday, today..
I just wish tomorrow would be happier..
I want to be away from my project..
I want to go to the beach and scream my heart out..
Then sit there till the sun sets..
And maybe..
Someone would be there to listen..

I almost cried today in studio..
But I held back..
And I bought anti-depressents to class..
And I just left right after the review..

I miss mission trip..
I miss it alot..
Listening to the songs we used to sing..
Makes me think back of the time we spent together..
Now it's all back to sad lonely life..
I want my eight days back..

Then again..
Today wasn't that bad..
Not CF..
But wing chun..
Why not CF?
Because I couldn't understand a single thing the freak was talking about..
And it was so boring that I wanted to sleep..
Wing chun was fun because..
I got to beat Jabez..
Yay-ness..
It feels good to go crazy after a whole day of stress..

Not long ago..
I chatted with JY..
Then the whole conversation sounds so..
Like as if I'm inside..
But I'm not..
Then he say will discuss next week..
Either it's with the whole group or with..
Then he asked how I felt about the activity..
Does it matter how I feel?
I know this whole paragraph just sounds so..
Un-understand-able..
But they are just my thoughts..

Tomorrow will be here..
And I shall wait and see..