What am I feeling now?
Depressed? Rejected? Demoralised?
It's a little of everything..
I feel like everything is leaving me..
I know I'm not suppose to feel this way..
But I can't control my feelings..
I feel like crying again..
But forever no one will be there..
No one will be there to wipe my tears..
No one will be there to lend a shoulder..
I'm not as strong as I looked..
I'm not as independednt as I seemed..

This moment feels so cold..
So unwanted..
The people whom I can talk to..
Aren't there anymore..
Will I have to survive the night..
Bearing all the loneliness within me?
Will I be able to take it?
I just wish that you would be there when I needed..
Just a longing..
A longing that is far from sight..