I feel like there's so many people in my life that keeps me thinking..
Thinking about the relationship we bear with each other..
Thinking if it's worth waiting..
Thinking about how far to go..
It's a never-ending cycle of thoughts..
One links to another..

The temptation to step forward and tell you how I feel..
The temptation of wanting you to know..
The temptation that is so difficult to control..
But yet, I have to bear it all to prevent anyone from getting hurt..

Sometimes, you made me think that I should let go..
And suddenly, you would give me hope that I should not..
But yet, at times it just felt like false hope..

And at times, when I felt down..
Another would comfort me..
And all this just confused me..

Sometimes, it gets pretty tiring..
Waiting..
Thinking..
Longing..
But that's all I can do..
Unless I make the move first..