Things changing..
I have to change too..
For the better..
I hope I can..

I'm so tired and stress..
A pile of requirements to complete..
It's nuts!
What if I can't take it?
What if I breakdown again?
I'm so useless..
Always making people worried about me..
Perhaps the day I die..
Is the day no one worries..
Or so I think..

Feels so tired now..
And alone..
No one to talk to..

Why do people always think it's so easy for me..
When things aren't that easy..

Why do I have high expectations of myself?
Why can't I accept failures?
I just can't accept it..
Each failure only make me worst..
I feel so pressurized..

All I can do now is to rush my project..
And to pray about it..

Help me, Lord..