Would anyone be able to understand what I'm going through?
Not if I don't say it.
But even if I say it, no one would understand.
It's not as thought I've not tried.
I've tried and am sick of it.

Nowhere to go,
nowhere to hide,
and no one to find.

I know I'm not suppose to think in such a way.
But maybe it is depression.

I don't know why but I just can't face you.
Maybe I don't want to face you too.
I don't know why.
Maybe 'cause we haven seen each other for long.
There's something I know and it's that I can't face you.
The thought of meeting you makes me feel weird.
I'm just not a friend-material.

Staying at home is good enough for me.
Maybe I'm hiding from the fact that I hate hanging out with you guys.