Seems like everything is changing and I haven't got a single clue to anything.
Always left in the shadow like I'll always be.
My memories are starting to fade and I'll soon forget how people look like.
I don't want to hit the "refresh" button.
I don't wish to.
My "detachment" plan is working.
It's just a matter of time.
Excuses or not, isn't it obvious that I just don't want to be with everyone?
Stupidity.
Seems like everyone is leaving me out.
Or rather I'm leaving everyone out of my life.
I was so stupid to think that people actually care.
Now I'm smart to see that no one cares anymore.
It's just a matter of time before your friends leave you.
No human's a friend for life.

Oh I forgot to mention that I wanted to cry last night for the people I missed.
But I was too tired and can't be bothered.
Am I like seriously hopeless?
Well, maybe it's the beginning of it.